how about when you date someone new that you dont talk shit about your ex

i feel like this is a recurring theme of you with a lot of things

cause when we dated you talked shit about your last girlfriend YOU ALMOST MARRIED

and then lie to me saying that you were a virgin for the past two years ive known you

how should i believe that??? 

and every time we broke up you had to talk to someone else so bluntly in my face to make me “jealous” because you are a fucking asshole who does that shit

i wonder what you told your girlfriend where you bought that ring

did you tell her it was the ring i got you??? i thought you said you were going to throw it away 

i guess not

i find it disgusting that she has to wear something that i had bought

(im sure anyone would feel this way if your boyfriend gave you something of your exes)

(im just assuming this because idk if it has happened to me)

(but im questioning the ring that you supposedly bought for me)

and i would like to have everyone know about the time we went to see la dispute because every thing you said was a fucking lie and you can even ask Kaitlyn about it since she was there also

STORY TIME

went to venue 

went to a table

went to merch table(dj helped pay some of merch)

went back to table

dj bought himself a drink

we sat at the table to wait til the first act was done

first act was done

dj was like “ill hold your and kaitlyns stuff”

DIDNT NEED HIM TO HOLD BOTH OF OUR STUFF BUT HE INSISTED

he said hell meet up with us after he finished his drink and i was “okay”

he didnt come to find us at all

we went in one direction and he didnt come to us

IF YOU EVER BEEN TO A SHOW AND YOU MOVE A FOOT AWAY FOR JUST A SECOND THAT FUCKING SPOT IS FUCKING GONE

and i left my phone by the table where he was holding the stuff

so he couldnt text me but he could fucking text kaitlyn 

act was over

went to table

dj seemed pissed

asked him if he was okay

said fine

kept on asking himif he was okay

said the same fucking answer til we were in the car and basically screamed at me like a fucking baby saying how he did this and that to be a good boyfriend

I HAVE TWO FUCKING ARMS I CAN CARRY MY OWN SHIT

i didnt ask you to hold my shit

storyTIME FUCKING OER

all in all we are both pieces of goddamn shit

we were both shitty to one another after a year in our relationship

but it doesnt give you the right to talk shit about me to your girlfiend

im an ex for a reason and i just hoped you finally let go of me for once

tbh im glad that i had something going on with you for the last time so you can finally move on and stop saying “i miss bear” and all this other crap. you found someone else finally that gives more damns that i ever did.

because im not sure you were ready to date someone else because you were still hooked onto me for some reason

but im glad you stopped and found your new girlfriend

i am happy that you are happy

shouldnt ex girlfriend feel that way about their exes?

they should

but pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee stop talking shit about your past exes

its a fucking turn off and the girlfriend starts to hate your exes before meeting them

because i was a victim of that 

because i do think all your exes are good people but you make them out to be such a bad guy when you can be a bad guy yourself

i am glad that i had the honors of meeting you and being with you for so long

i have learn so much about what to do and not to do

and learn so much about feelings that i have never felt

you are a wonderful man and i wish you happiness through out your life

thank you so much for letting me experience all of this

ps please stop whining about how your parents trick your bother better than you 

your probably overly thinking that

and dont fucking over think you fucking dumb ass

just breathe and let things fly through

holy fuck

i just looked at my tumblr on the way back machine and i think i want to cry

my blog was so perfect before i deleted and remade 

i wish i could get paid to watch anime for a living

My pay check for this upcoming week is going to be so big
I’m so excited

i just want perfect skin and to know what the fuck im going to be doing with my life